beloved grandma~

i dreamt bout my grandma last nite...

*cry*

every member of our family gathered at grandparents' hus,

grandma was there too,

she was smilling like usual,

she asked whether is everyone ok,

she smiled, and left the huz...

*tears rolling down*

every one looking at her back when she left...

i felt salty tears when i woke up...

grandma...good bye~

i'm back in mainland

i'm finally back to my home... sweet home...

i went shopping...

i went to "small genting",
a place which has a panaromic nite scene of almost the whole KL

of coz i went to genting as well...

tried lots of delicous food...

faith...

it's faith

the more i wanna meet him,

he disappeared for months...

the more i wanna run away from him,

he appeared in front of me twice a nite...

the more i wish he contact him,

he was lost...

the more i wish he get lost,

he msg me...

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so, please...

if i go away from u, dun try to pull me back...

let me throw all those memories aside n go by my own...

if i get near u, please go from me...

dun keep those memories with u again...

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Peaceful sunday

one peaceful sunday...

went damai beach with the 5 little man (cuzzie n friends)

Mao mao - Hongah - Quak quak - Care bear - monkey

Mr. Crabbie

salted foot...

absolutely nice~

it was juz a short journey,

but it's memorable n nice...

emo~

i'm nervous...

today,
which is the day i hav been waiting for years...
but the feeling of this day is not like what i hav expected...
regret or not? jealous or not? i m in doubt...

i wish i will not meet him in life again~

my pointless sunday

i've had a lot of foooooooooooooood in my stomach since last nite..

i went steamboat with cousin n frens...

"sapu" all the lamb...

omg... i guess if the boss see us next time, he will chase us away straight away XD

today, i should be goin for my pedicure n medicure...

but i m too lazy ...

who to blame???

the weather!!!

rainny day making me sitting in front of TV, air-con blowing at me... SONG!

planning what to do later...

after dinner...

humph..... i guess....

sleep zz..zZZzz...zz..

mixture of feelings & thoughts

what kind of feeling i'm having now...
i myself do not know as well~
i wish i could settle things as soon as possible...
fast n clean at once...

quite productive on my work today~
able to finish avthing on time...

time... time...
sometime i wish i could turn back time, so that i can back into my sweet moments...
sometime i wish i could fast forward time, so that i forget this as soon as possible...
sometime i wish i could freeze the time, so that i can have more time on what i wish to have...

p/s: i'm glad i hav lots of u~ my girls n buddy~