i'm blur...

recently, i get mad easily... mayb its because of tired life i m having now. too much work pushing against me, i need to hold onto them n limited time for me... i m tired.

my eyesight gets blur n more blur in dark... my driving scared my friends n family... i went to an optics, got myself a pair of eyewear. i hate it...

eyesight got clear... my brain stayed in blur... i m tired... thinking of my future.

how nice is it if i can buy insurance for my love life. insured it n claim if somethings happened?

i m blur!

peak n down in my life...

it's been a while since my last blog...

kinda buzy with work, outing with girls and ...

last last sunday, i went nail studio with sab...

mine n hers...

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i went corralium with fiona...

we had fondue...

it is nice chilling there, chit-chatting with beloved gal frens =)

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last week, on my way back,

someone knocked my car when i stopped in the middle of the road before turning into my house...

*shocked*

i came out my car n scolded the black guy !#(&^$!@@$%^*&^$#@#$%^&%^$#

my car went repair... haven got it back... the black guy haven pay me~ damn it!

*scolding him*

beloved grandma~

i dreamt bout my grandma last nite...

*cry*

every member of our family gathered at grandparents' hus,

grandma was there too,

she was smilling like usual,

she asked whether is everyone ok,

she smiled, and left the huz...

*tears rolling down*

every one looking at her back when she left...

i felt salty tears when i woke up...

grandma...good bye~

i'm back in mainland

i'm finally back to my home... sweet home...

i went shopping...

i went to "small genting",
a place which has a panaromic nite scene of almost the whole KL

of coz i went to genting as well...

tried lots of delicous food...

faith...

it's faith

the more i wanna meet him,

he disappeared for months...

the more i wanna run away from him,

he appeared in front of me twice a nite...

the more i wish he contact him,

he was lost...

the more i wish he get lost,

he msg me...

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so, please...

if i go away from u, dun try to pull me back...

let me throw all those memories aside n go by my own...

if i get near u, please go from me...

dun keep those memories with u again...

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Peaceful sunday

one peaceful sunday...

went damai beach with the 5 little man (cuzzie n friends)

Mao mao - Hongah - Quak quak - Care bear - monkey

Mr. Crabbie

salted foot...

absolutely nice~

it was juz a short journey,

but it's memorable n nice...

emo~

i'm nervous...

today,
which is the day i hav been waiting for years...
but the feeling of this day is not like what i hav expected...
regret or not? jealous or not? i m in doubt...

i wish i will not meet him in life again~

my pointless sunday

i've had a lot of foooooooooooooood in my stomach since last nite..

i went steamboat with cousin n frens...

"sapu" all the lamb...

omg... i guess if the boss see us next time, he will chase us away straight away XD

today, i should be goin for my pedicure n medicure...

but i m too lazy ...

who to blame???

the weather!!!

rainny day making me sitting in front of TV, air-con blowing at me... SONG!

planning what to do later...

after dinner...

humph..... i guess....

sleep zz..zZZzz...zz..

mixture of feelings & thoughts

what kind of feeling i'm having now...
i myself do not know as well~
i wish i could settle things as soon as possible...
fast n clean at once...

quite productive on my work today~
able to finish avthing on time...

time... time...
sometime i wish i could turn back time, so that i can back into my sweet moments...
sometime i wish i could fast forward time, so that i forget this as soon as possible...
sometime i wish i could freeze the time, so that i can have more time on what i wish to have...

p/s: i'm glad i hav lots of u~ my girls n buddy~

原来

recently... i heard one old song by jj lin...

very meaningful for me...

as a lonely one...

原来

词:张思尔 林秋离曲:林俊杰

街灯绊住我眼前

下一步

拉长的影子

嘲弄的回顾

电话亭仍留着你的话

一句话掉一滴泪

今晚的我会是如何入睡

原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪

原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜

语我不懂得如何更爱你

影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离

原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你

原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己

你收的干净

我也会不留一点痕迹

说故事也要像是真的

可是别触动那些回忆

今夜你说了最后一句

一句话掉一滴泪

my very 1st post in blogger

i've been blogging bout my life in my previous blog (lives space) for years...

i was doin nothing...

*pooofff*

i've created new blog here~

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