27 april 2010

Dear long lost diary, i am back!
YES! i am back, again...
after all, i will be here whenever want to write something

have been working n rushing...
traveling and enjoy...
then back to my home ground...
back to my daily routine...

the only thing which changed is i m living with my hubby
no longer with parents...
i have been thinking bout relationships of human...
will they got fade when time passed...
will one changed after having what one wished to have for a long time...
will love be the same after years...
i doubt...

09 Dec 2009

Yes... i m sick~~~ hate to be sick at this time!
i m going to Singapore tomorrow...
and the trip suppose to be nice if i m healthy...
shopping, zoo visiting, zouk out beach party...
omg! i dun wan to ruin my mood, but it does now!
hate it!
get well soon so i can enjoy the BEER!!! XD

08 Dec 2009

its December 8th today!!! i'm goin holiday soooooooooooooooon...
sooooooooooooo soooooooooooooooooooooooooon that i m having holiday mood again~
i dun wan to work... feel like goin for manicure and pedicure today~
make up myself, keep my luggage and prepare to go ~ muahaha!!!
cant help dreaming early in the morning~
i am goin singapore!!! *weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

27 nov 09

public holiday...
but we are still operating..
because this holiday is not stated in the association's holiday list =.=
tired... sleepy... worried...
dear outstation again... sien...
dunno when he can stop going outstation
hopefully next time i dun need to be alone at home...
*scared*
gonna let my assistant home earlier..
then i can go home for a nap later =)
*happy* few more weeks to singapore!

16 Nov 2009

freshhhhh fresssshhhhh Monday!
not feeling blue today because...
i had a good sleep last night...
i had my off yesterday after so many weeks working continuously...
i had met up with my secondary schoolmates yesterday...
i had him with me watching comedy last night...
but.. i guess... its only because i am feeling good today! *wink*

13 Nov 09

it's Friday the 13th! Black Friday!
nothing went wrong... everything going smoothly as i wished..
hubby coming back tonight... going to pick him up from airport...
how come i m feeling a bit bit of nervous? weird me XD
i am missing him =(

06 nov 2009

bad mood day...
things went out of my way... not perfect and smooth for me...
it makes me feel bad n down...
i hate it when i gotto rush things all done by myself...
he knew that i m not happy but he didnt know why...
i cheated him tat i m okay... but actually not...
i hate hidding all the sorrow by my own...
i m very tired...
hope every things going smoothly after this ='(

05 nov 2009

Going to have potluck at dear's house tonight!
haven't organize this kind of gathering for a long time...
waiting....waiting... I'm waiting...

a little bit nervous...teee...hee...
gonna have tons of fun tonite, i will~ XD

03 nov 2009

super duper frustrated today!
i have been rushing up n down...
reached office early to do my work,
then rushed n finished them at 10+am,
then go few places to confirm my wedding stuff,
rushed back office after lunch...
i m super tired!
but some others just dun care,
they came late to work,
spend more time during lunch,
rest more n work less...
i wonder why!!!

29 oct 2009

woooww....
today is so different!!! i mean in mentally!!! XD
no more single life! its double double!!!
Will try hard to have best 1 and loving each and every one!
*blessed*

23 oct 2009

i m very very tired! super tired!
i m working tomorrow! no pay!!!
then working on Sunday too!!! no pay!!!
i m stressed out!!!
i need a rest! i m human being!!!
**************gone crazy*************

13 Oct 2009

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Dear, do you know i miss you badly? ='(

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12 oct 09

You are not here again... and i start to miss you every moment ='(
Wondering...
Have you took your lunch?
Have you drink enough?
Did you smoke less?
Did you drive carefully?
Did you talk with other gals?
Did you miss me?

I miss you, Dear!

08 oct 09

Dear is coming back today from his short outstation at KL... wooohhoooo...
i have been viewing his facebook photo this morning... asking myself, y is it him?
i m happy to met him out of sudden at somewhere...
i m happy that he got to figure out my handphone number without giving up eventho i only gave him 6 digit of them =P
i m happy coz he makes me think that i deserve all the best thing... and of coz the best thing i have got is him =)

i love u... goin to say it out even i noe that u dun read my blog =)

07 oct 09

OMG!!! The boss from the shop nearby my office asked me hows my photo shooting at batu lintang! they spotted me n shenton! OMG!!! my face turned red that very second! kuching is really small, only one turn of the corner, u will meet someone u know. warmest greeting from them...

i am looking forward to the upcoming events... nervous as a princess of the day... excited of my once a lifetime wedding... i m happiness 100%!

Shenton, he is mine and only mine! <3

6 oct 09

*wwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*
i got a feeling...
woooohooooo~~~

3-10-09

just got to know something really important and serious last nite. it actually ruined my nite. i have been thinking out ways to sort the problems out, but i cant. its nature! how could it be me? and him? arhh.... no body can help me in this?

i tot its god's will to let us met. it has been a lovely fairy tale story for me since i met him. but, everything changed my mind! wad can i do? should i leave? should i let go?

hope i can keep this horrible thing out of my mind for this moment before i got confirm bout the matter. i really hope it will not turn out that way~ i know fairy tale story doesnt exist, but i feel it because i met him... y god wanna take back the best thing he gave me? i dun wan this! ='(

express blogging XD

i found that i have not been blogging for one long time...and! i also found out that i only blog when i m not in good mood~ why~oh~~~ why~~

haiz... i miss my girlfriends a lot at this moment... i m tired, i feel like goin for holiday again~ some times i really wish that i m not working for my own family. so i got holiday, off on public holidays, got double pay for working on holidays, got leave, "sick" leave, holiday leave which is very very reasonable XD nah... i start complaining again...

Get back to me, myself, my life! i have putting on weight! this is because of SHENTON! arhhh... keep asking me to eat... but actually we both enjoy eating together a lot... sounds like monsters huh??? XD

a recent pic of me n my fiance...
and YES! we r getting married soon~ and he definately is the MAN! <3

buzy today~

as usual... very buzy... but i m very tired now. tired of hectic life too.
mayb he is not around too... which coz me more emo this few days.

tons n tons of office work on my table.
i need to review them, summarise them, plan them, follow up them, sign them...
then i got no time to do my own accounting stuff lo =(
i need one more assistant... coz my current assistant sux~

*yawn* not enuf sleep... went out last nite...
met up with dine n na... we chit chat a lot... i enjoy nite like this...
only close frens, nothing hidden from each other...
no need to pretend... this is me! right?

i m owes early in the office... so i owes got the good + feng shui parking space,
which is illegal... coz its actually for motorcylist... lols..
but normally ppl juz side park here la~ who cares right?
then... after i went for lunch, the shop downstair put a chair at my parking space...
hey~ u dun park it, u dun reserve it la~ so unfair...
if can reserve, then i will spray down my car plate number la!
ppl juz think for themselves... their only benefits!
try to consider for others too! selfish ppl~
spoiled my mood only.

arhhh.... need to get back to my work!
lalala~~~ *weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

i m tired!

welcuming myself back to my blog... my only lala land...

this time i m here not because of wad... juz that i m tired.
every one sure agrees with me that every single one hates working, right?
i hate my job so much... i have no choise to choose my own favourite job,
other than help in family business...

i m sound sacarstic, but i m really tired. i need my life back too.
i m working every day, which is every public holiday and sundays too.
after since i work, my eyesight got blur, which cause me to wear glasses! grr..
then now... pimple growing on my face! i hate it.
relaxing holidays...normally everyone sleeping n curl in their bedsheet...
but i woke up at 6am n reach office at 7.30am to work ALONE!

i m very tired!