3-10-09

just got to know something really important and serious last nite. it actually ruined my nite. i have been thinking out ways to sort the problems out, but i cant. its nature! how could it be me? and him? arhh.... no body can help me in this?

i tot its god's will to let us met. it has been a lovely fairy tale story for me since i met him. but, everything changed my mind! wad can i do? should i leave? should i let go?

hope i can keep this horrible thing out of my mind for this moment before i got confirm bout the matter. i really hope it will not turn out that way~ i know fairy tale story doesnt exist, but i feel it because i met him... y god wanna take back the best thing he gave me? i dun wan this! ='(